(To mark twin 50th
anniversaries in 2017, as a fulltime running journalist and as a marathoner, I
am posting a piece for each of those years. This final one in the series comes from 2017.)
THESE DAYS I write
as I’ve long written. The first stop for the words is a page in an ongoing
journal, and more often than not they go no further.
These writings
almost always end at a single page. The frequency is daily, with no days off.
The setting for this writing is an office at home that doubles as a bedroom for
visitors.
Nothing here has
changed much since I started writing these pages in 1959… No, that’s not quite
right. I should say that this practice has circled back to how it began –
before wordplay became a profession and an obsession, before the reporting took
me far from home in search of stories, before I wrote in the offices of several
different magazines.
The earliest
writings were intended for my eyes only. Each day’s report occupied its own
page (which held more white space than pen scratches and carried more numbers
than words as I detailed the miles and minutes of that day’s run).
I started writing in
support of my running hobby, and soon these were twin hobbies of equal
standing. I wrote at a desk in a bedroom (except then it was where I also
slept).
The habits aren’t
much different today, only the setting. Then, as a 16-year-old, it was a small
town in Iowa.
Now, in my Medicare
years, it’s a mid-sized city in Oregon. The office in Eugene looks out toward
the north and east, and if not for the trees and hills I could see Hayward
Field and Pre’s Trail beyond.
Immediately outside
the window is a space where a retired travel trailer used to rest and where I
once wrote. My wife jokingly called it “the world headquarters for Running Commentary” (the one-man show of
a newsletter that I still published on paper at the time).
When our son moved
away, my office took over his bedroom. Then during a home remodel we added the
office-slash-bedroom that I now occupy.
I made just one
request during the planning of this room: built-in bookshelves. The books I’ve
published now fill a cubicle two feet long, and the books I’ve edited occupy
another space of similar size.
By far the most
prominent feature of this wall of shelves, though, is the yearly journals.
Their binders number almost 60 and spread across eight of the bookshelf slots.
I’ve long said that
if a fire were to break out here and I had just a few minutes to save
invaluables and irreplaceables, I’d head straight for the journals. They tell
the real and full story of my life… the one that keeps growing every day I sit
down to write again.
This is pure
writing. I don’t write it on orders from an editor or publisher. I use no
notes. I feel the eyes of no reader peering over my shoulder.
All of this might
come later, or once did but seldom does anymore. For the first time in more
than four decades I write regularly for no magazine.
I post regularly on
Facebook, Instagram and several blogs. I keep a dozen old books and a
few newer ones in print.
But the vast
majority of current writing is unpaid and unseen again. It’s back to being
mostly a hobby, as rewarding now as it was in the beginning.
THE WRITING has
truly come home again, to a house where I finally feel very much at home. I’ve
been here since 1992, but took a long time and a long and winding road to find
this home.
I’d looked for one
again ever since leaving my early hometown of Coin, Iowa. Over the next three
decades I’d lived in four states, eight cities and towns, and 20 different
houses (none longer than three years) before settling at the current address.
I’m not a hermit
here that I once was. Even this house used to be a place to hide out and hunker
down to write between trips.
I flew out of Eugene
20 to 25 times a year, to take the stage before running audiences and pretend
to be famous. So much was I away, and so busy at home, that I played no role in
Eugene’s large and lively running community.
Now I’m all but
retired from the road. My travels have shrunk to three or four a year, nearly
all of those for family reunions – with my real family and with running friends
who feel like family.
Meanwhile I get out
of my writing cave a lot more often – to teach running classes at the local
university, coach marathoners through a local running store, help at several
local races, and stand and cheer at many more. I’m home at last and loving it.
Photo:
Pointing the way to runners from the Sunday team that I now coach.
[Many books of mine, old
and recent, are now available in two different formats: in print and as ebooks
from Amazon.com. The titles: Going Far, Home Runs, Joe’s Team, Learning to
Walk, Long Run Solution, Long Slow Distance, Miles to Go, Pacesetters, Run
Right Now, Run Right Now Training Log, See How We Run, Starting Lines, and This
Runner’s World, plus Rich Englehart’s book about me, Slow Joe.]
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