(To mark twin 50th
anniversaries in 2017, as a fulltime running journalist and as a marathoner, I
am posting a piece for each of those years. This one comes from 2008.)
ONE DAY before my 65th
birthday I felt great, as young and healthy as anyone could expect to be at
this age. On the birthday itself, both feelings changed dramatically. A visit
to a urologist that day led to a diagnosis of prostate cancer, and all the
tests and treatments that had to follow.
My first reaction, not
counting the initial uncertainty bordering at times on panic, was to keep this
condition secret from all but the immediate family. That would have been a
mistake. Even this relatively mild form of cancer is too big a burden to bear
alone.
Fortunately I was far from
alone. This is the most common cancer in older men, matching breast cancer for
women in incidence and cure rate.
Both are highly curable if
found and treated early, the big “if” that’s the focus of this chapter. If you
must have cancer, better to have a common type that the doctors have had lots
of practice at beating.
Three of my great friends
in running have dealt with prostate cancer. George Sheehan lost to it, but Paul
Reese beat it with radiation, and apparently so did Bill Rodgers with surgery.
None of them was secretive, so neither was I.
George wrote a book about
his final fight, titled Going the
Distance. His illness was advanced when discovered, at age 67, and was
beyond the reach of standard treatments.
He lived another seven
years, mostly actively and productively. He ran his last race in his final year
and completed his final book in his last week. He lived a line that he had
written about “finding a healthy way to be ill.”
George’s illness might
have been discovered in time for successful treatment with a routine PSA
screening. That blood test wasn’t common in the 1980s but became so by the
2000s.
A climbing PSA reading led
me into two biopsies, a year apart, that both were negative. The third wasn’t.
Now I thank Dr. Sheehan
for his inspiration and Dr. David Esrig, my urologist, for his vigilance. His
experience told him, “There’s something going on here that the tests haven’t
shown yet.”
Paul Reese’s prostate
cancer was diagnosed soon enough and treated with radiation. Three years later
he became the oldest person, at 73, to run across the United States.
Paul wrote in his book
about that trek, Ten Million Steps,
that the purpose of his run “wasn’t to say, ‘Look at me, Mr. Genes, Mr. Macho.
I didn’t want to come off like, ‘Boy, I had cancer and I’m a tiger now.’
“I was just lucky that my
cancer was detected early. It hadn’t metastasized. The early detection and my
recovery are a tribute to modern medicine, not running.”
Paul lived another 17
years after his treatment. He died at age 87, from complications of heart
surgery unrelated to prostate cancer.
If running protected
against this illness, then Bill Rodgers should have been granted lifetime
immunity. Few runners have run more miles, faster. Yet Bill has joined this
reluctant brotherhood of prostate-cancer battlers.
He went public about his
illness in Sports Illustrated.
Diagnosis was made as he turned 60, and surgery removed his prostate in 2008.
After reading the magazine
report, I sent Bill a note of commiseration. The reply was typical him,
deflecting attention from himself toward others. He dismissed his own case in a
single sentence: “I had surgery, started back walking a little in a few days
and was running in two to three weeks, mixed with walking.”
Bill had a bigger matter
in mind: “About 200,000 men will be diagnosed with PC [each year]. It hits men
with about the same numbers and lethality as breast cancer hits women. Yet PC
research is way lower funded, perhaps at about a third of total dollars.
“I’m working with the
Prostate Cancer Education Council, out of Colorado, to try and develop the
momentum for a ‘Race for a Cure’ attack on PC by raising awareness on the need
for earlier PSA testing (age 40) and research dollars. Would you be interested
in getting involved?”
I was, and would after
taking care of personal business. Meanwhile I wrote a column for Marathon & Beyond to help break down
the reluctance of men to take simple tests to expose this enemy when it’s most
beatable.
That piece ended with,
“Middle-aged and older men: Swallow your embarrassment and get regular PSAs and
rectal exams. Women: Work on your men until they relent.”
MY ORIGINAL diagnosis of
early, localized, treatable prostate cancer threatened to become more
complicated before any treatment began. A CT-scan revealed “suspicious spot”
(as the doctor ominously called it) on a lung.
A first biopsy of that
spot was ruled inconclusive. The second resulted in one of the best words in our language: negative. So we returned to treating
the original problem, at a stage when it was most treatable.
Before the
medical machine sucked me in, I’d planned to run a fall marathon. If you want
to make the gods laugh, tell them about your long-range plans. They had other
plans for me that season.
I still
would train for a “marathon,” except that it was medical and not athletic this
time. I would accept the schedule and check off the sessions one at a time,
trusting that they’d lead to a successful finish.
Photo: My
prostate-cancer “teammate” Bill Rodgers also was diagnosed in 2008.
[Many books of mine, old
and recent, are now available in two different formats: in print and as ebooks
from Amazon.com. The titles: Going Far, Home Runs, Joe’s Team, Learning to
Walk, Long Run Solution, Long Slow Distance, Miles to Go, Pacesetters, Run
Right Now, Run Right Now Training Log, See How We Run, and Starting Lines, plus
Rich Englehart’s book about me, Slow Joe.]
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